Exam's coming up really soon. Not excited. At all.

My carry marks for news reporting 1 is only 29. out of 40. I hope I can get an A. I need to kick ass in the exam. Semua essay lagi tuh! Ms Zarina kejam. :( no bah. Ms Zarina rocks!

Zhang Zi Yi can sing pula? I didn't know that.

Gonna talk about A Walk To Remember's ending. If u don't want a spoiler, scroll as fast as you can till u see the word DONE big2. Kay? Kayyyy...





I finished reading Nicholas Sparks' Walk To Remember. Did Jamie die, or did she not? If ikut my understanding, she didn't. I liked the ending that way.

"So what was I to do? I didn't want her to die, and couldn't write those words. Yet, I plainly couldn't let her live, either. I opted for the only solution, the solution that best described the exact feeling I had with regard to my sister at that point: namely, that I hoped she would live.

That's the ending, folks. I wanted readers to finish with the hope that Jamie lived.

As to whether she actually lived or died, it's ambiguous and purposely meant to be that way. If you wanted Jamie to live, she lived. If you knew that Jamie would die, she died.

As for me, (and I'm not the final say -- I wrote the characters, but reader's know them just as well as I do), I thought there was a good chance that Jamie lived."

I googled it up, just to know for sure whether she died or not, and that's what Nicholas Sparks had to say about it. I strongly believed she lived.

















DONE!

Done. Heehee. My gusi is suddenly numb. Hmm.

I'm happy how in my teenage life I found the right people to be friends with. Though I didn't exactly grow up in the most perfect-est way, at least I have the realization in me.

I've grown to love life itself, even though life can really suck. I've never said I hate my life. (well, now doesn't count)

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Dear Best Friend...
Dear Best Friend #1,
I'm so thankful I have you in my life. I can talk to you whenever I needed to, whatever I needed for. Though you're not physically here. I really believe that our friendship can withstand the test of time. Distance. I know you love me and I love you. And I know that you accept me as I am. I don't need many words to tell you how much I appreciate you, and how I'm so grateful to have known you.

I have countless memories with you. Many times we laughed, many times we've seen each other cry. I'd never trade any of those.

I miss you so much, I can't wait to see you and hang out. do nothing. say nothing. just spending time.

See you soon!

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Let me tell you something. Never and i mean NEVER ever procrastinate. I hate myself for procrastinating. You will find yourself really moody. So moody. Terribly moody. It sucks to panic and to rush. Do what you can when you can. I'm really learning to maximize my time here tapi it's so hard to not to just do nothing. Haha. I don't want to procrastinate anymore. It gets me angry.

Okay, thou shall not procrastinate.I shall go study. Now.

Maybe later...

HAHA.

Going to camp this month at Melaka!! Yay! But that ultimately means that I'll be tan for prom. BUT I WANT TO GO TO CAMP! So I don't care. Teehee.

It's good that we have Astro at home. I can watch what I want to watch! So many good shows on TV. ANTM, BNTM, House, Heroes Season 3!, Amazing Race Asia, CSI...I can go on and on.

Got nothing else to say. Exam's coming, wish me luck!

Good luck SPM n STPM people!


you know you love Astro,
B is for Banzie.

P/S : C is for Cookie is my favourite! It's so cute! I miss my cookie monster spoon.

You'll always find a friend in me.

I don't want to pack. Don't want to go back there. Sigh...

OH crap I need to pack, shitshitshitshitshit. Got 2 hours left before check in!

*brb*

beberapa minit kemudian...

pack punya pack...sikit pula only kan my barang-barang. Hmm. Toothbrush. Check. Face wash. Check. Clothes. Check. Me. Ch...uhh...

CRAP! I belum find material for assignment. adudui.

Kay oredi.

Ngaaa I really dont want to go. Sadly, I have to. Oh well oh well oh well.

Had a good time here in KK. Wish my 12 days here lasted longer. I'm gonna miss home so much sigh. Back to things I temporarily ran away from. It was good while it lasted, though. At least I got to meet who I wanted to meet. Except a few. Didn't get to do all the things I wanted to but never mind.

Raya was fun, filled with rendang and curry and kuihs and such. and I can't tell you enough how many people said to me that I was "growing" smaller. And I'm like "Noooooo..!" It's the hair ba that. I weighed as much as I did the last time I left KK. Haven't gained or lost. Eh wait. I did lose 1 kg after 1 day in KK. which was weird. But I gained it all back! So, no, I'm not getting smaller! Y'all are getting bigger, that's what it is

Been meaning to update this bloggie sooo many times, but I just haven't got the time.

I had so much to say too! Oh yeah, on the 26th of Sept, when I was at LCCT waiting to go home on my rupa-rupanya-delay-satu-jam-budunya-air-asia-ni flight http-equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"> name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"> name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 12"> name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 12">and this mr policeman was soooo freaking rude. Okay, so even if we can't sit on that area, why can't you say "maaf cik, boleh tak duduk sana?" nicely and gently. ini.. "CIIIIKKK, INI BUKAN TEMPAT DUDUUUUK KALAU NAK DUDUK BANYAK TEMPAT KAT SANA TUUUU...!" so unhari raya-ish and unhappily-ish.

Sheesh! so you think cause you're a guy dressed in a police's uniform i mau takut sama you la? Got no respect for lcct's guards. You're a guard dude, not a policeman. Not afraid of ya.

Oh and another, I was sitting down with Mummy listening to Sabah FM. WTH is wrong with you people. Come oonnn I'd much prefer you speaking Sabahan and not having to say "Selamat hari raye" or "raye in lebih bermakne" when you are clearly Sabahan and you have Sabahan listeners. No offence, but I like the Sabahan slang and I wanna feel like I'm in Sabah when I am.

Okay, maybe that was just so not needed.

Anywho, I went to One Borneo finally. So very Pavilion + Mid Valley. Went with my dearies Reggie and Tharie. Had fun in our own large 'cubicle' at New York New York for dinner. I like it there. We shall go there another time, yes? The food was great, price okay lah. Would definately go there again. And we will. And I will not get scolded again. Hmph. I can stir my own drink, I'm 19, thank you.